新手雙胞胎媽媽的碎碎唸

　　親愛的，不容易呢，下定決心要離開，很不容易呢！
　　你是多麼願意付出的人，多麼有能量的人，但對方似乎都無法給你對等的回饋，讓你又心傷又疲累。

　　你很清楚，這段關係總是不平衡，無論是兩個人的成熟度或對這段感情的付出。也許也因為這樣，你總是被吃定，當你要走，對方才前進。
　
　　親愛的，你一直都有選擇。

　　我無法告訴你留或走哪樣比較好，但我希望你快樂。不管你做什麼決定，我都希望你快樂。然後我會陪著你，就是陪著你。

　　　　
　　想走，就走吧。

　　我知道會依依不捨，我知道還是會流連忘返、牽腸掛肚，某些時刻還是會突然想起過去相處的快樂與點滴...

　　忘記那個人不需要忘記那些美好，你只需要記得自己曾經這麼快樂，曾經感受到愛，只要記得這些就好，至於是誰給你那些美好，那個人，就放手讓他離開。

　　沒有他，世界不會崩潰，也許短時間內你會因此而心碎，痛到無法呼吸、疼到難以入眠，但，痛過就好了。真的，痛久了，會發現心就漸漸不痛了，雖然酸楚還會在，但也只是一陣子，最後，就會忘光光了。

　　不管愛上誰或放掉誰，都需要時間。
　　
　　親愛的，姊妹都在旁邊陪伴你的，你知道。即便我無法在你需要時立即飛奔過去，我也會在線上陪伴、傾聽。

　　好好哭，然後感受自己的美好存在。親愛的，我們要學會先讓自己快樂，以自己為最優先考量，再讓自己的快樂去影響週遭人，好嗎？


　　面對我們，你永遠都可以誠實。如同我們對你一般。


　　I TRY　／　Macy Gray

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here?
When will they stop?
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, baby
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (sick of love)
My world crumbles when you are not near (your love, kisses and)

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not there, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..